old at the time and I was a virgin and totally in-experienced with sex. I was pretty,but most guys wouldn’t even approach me to ask me out. I was so lonely. Like a lot of girls, I was very awkward about sex and relationships. There was one other girl in my school was was very pretty and never went out on dates. I thought it was because she was in the same boat I was, except she was confident and at ease with herself. We became friends by accident, we both auditioned for a play and got cast in small parts. One day after practice, we went to my house to talk and goof off. My mom was at work and so we had the house to ourselves. Shelly, (her name) was funny and we talked for several hours until I realized it was 10:30 and to late for her to walk home. She called her dad who agreed that she could stay over and come home in the morning. I gave her a night gown and after taking a shower she got into my bed. I was in the shower and then came into the room. She was awake and watching me. I was wrapped in a towel and kind of self-conscious about being naked in front of another girl, (or anyone for that matter). She laughed and called me chicken. In a show of false bravado I took off my towel and kind of danced in front of her. She cheered me on and sat on the edge of my bed. I danced a little closer, just kind of teasing her. Out of the blue she stood and kissed me on my lips. I was so shocked I just stumbled back. Shelly apologized and said she was sorry. She thought I wanted her to kiss me. I was speechless. She was pretty and now I found out she was a lesbian??? I asked her if she was and after a pause she said she was gay and not sorry about it. I stammered that I wasn’t and she was making me uncomfortable, kissing me without asking first. She told me that she had only kissed one other girl and she was as alone as I was. I wasn’t sure what to do. I liked her and she was o pretty. I have to admit that the fact that such a pretty girls wanted to be with me was, well sexy. I got my robe and wrapped to around myself and sat on the bed with her. I was very nervous and sat there. I couldn’t think of anything else to ask her so I asked her who was the girl she had kissed, did I know her? She refused to answer at first saying she didn’t kiss and tell. Then she broke down and started to cry. I didn’t know what to do so I kind of put my arm around her. She told me that being lesbian in a small Iowa town was hard, at first she thought she was the only girl in the world with these feelings, she didn’t like boys and thought she was a freak. She said that she had fallen in love with someone and then she let the name slip. The girl she had fallen in love with was the most beautiful girl in school. She was popular and was dating a football player. She was a ministers daughter and very well known in our hometown. Shelly told me that she and T had become lovers one weekend during a sleepover at T’s home. They had been together for about one month until T’s boyfriend had figured out what was going on. She said the he had threatened to hit her so she and T had broken it off. I was shocked. I had known T since I was 5, we had gone to Kindergarten together. There was no way she was gay I thougt to myself. Shelly couldn’t stop crying. Well, I was now kind of excited since I was also so alone and I stood up and dropped my robe and knelt in front of Shelly. She looked in my eyes and I kissed her!!!!It was so hot. I found, to my suprise, that I wanted her very badly. I guess it was a combination of my isolation, her beauty, and my suprise and excitement of the thought of Shelly and T together. Our kiss lasted for a long time. I didn’t know what to do but Shelly did and the feeling of her hands on my boobs made me hot. She laid me down on the floor and she took of her PJ’s. She was so pretty. Blonde hair, so soft and long. Even the hair between her legs was blonde. I wondered why she wanted me but was glad she did. She lay in top of me and kissed me again, putting her tounge in my mouth. I was so excited I didn’t think I could move. She kissed my neck and breasts and stomache. Soon she was between my legs a blowing on me there. I opened myself to her and she kissed me there. At the same time she scooted herself around and put herself over my face. For a few seconds all I could do was look at her. I thought it was going to be gross an weird but instead it turned me on. I pushed my tounge into her slit and licked like she was doing to me. I could hear her grown and I licked harder. Soon she had me near the edge. It was my first orgasm and I will never forget it. I almost heaved her off of my body. I wanted to open my legs farther but I was spread as far apart as I could be. She conscentrated on my button and I came for so long. I couldn’t keep licking her and just lay there while she did me. Afterward she showed me what she likeed and I was able to make her feel was she had done for me.
We make love all night and in the morning I told her she was my first. She was a wonderful lover and we were together all though high school. I was never with a man until college and now I am married to a wonderful man who is as good a lover as Shelly. We have one son and another child on the was. I’ve never told anyone about this before, not even my husband. Shelly, who was only interested in girls, eventully moved to NY City. She wrote me letters for a few years until she was killed in an automobile accident by a drunk driver. She was with her lover, who wasn’t hurt and died in her arms.
T still lives in towm, we see each other socially now and then. She married the boy she dated in high school and now had two kids. I smile to myself when I see her and think of Shelly. I once asked her if she remembered her. She denied even knowing her. When I told her that Shelly was had been killed, she said she didn’t remember her and walked away. When I drove my car out of the parking lot I saw her crying in her car, waiting to pick up her kids. I realized that she wasn’t the bitch I thought she was. Well that was my first time
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